closing this chapter..starting anew @ http://dreamsofwildkaleidoscope.blogspot.com    

god bless me with motivation and discipline to do well.eighty-five more days left.: (

Thank you..so thank u for show'g me that soulmates cannot be trusted n thank you for lying to me,ur friendship,da good times we had u can have them back.

i thought it was you..but it was only an illusion..

sometimes i wonder if this fight is worthwhile
da precious moments are all lost in da tide
they're swept away n nth is what it seems
da feel'g of belong'g to ur dreams

n there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but i cant find da words
da scent of magic
da beauty thats been
when love was wilder than da wind.

when i see you, i admit 
i start to lose my grip and all of my cool
u smell so sweet, just like my perfume
what have you been doing since i left you
u're always there in my thoughts
but that doesn't mean that it's on

i know i sound insane,like im playing games
cause all i really want is you
but theres somethings a girl wont do.

i miss you,miss us,miss what we used to share and have.now..its all gone.please tell me whats on your mind..cos i cant read it like before.

slowly,u fade n disappear. 
that gas was gone.
no pull between us.
da atmosphere was dry,
and i began to choke.
dazed,confused.without true reality,there i sat,
wondering...
the end of my world had only just begun,with urs begin'g.